I know beauty is subjective yet obsess about my own appearance not being good enough because lol brains are awful.
Suppose it might be something my mind has latched onto over the decades because it hopes that maybe if I wasn’t unattractive I wouldn’t be lonely all the time.
But I know a big part of the reason I’m alone is because I’m mentally ill and broken.
How do you feel like a person, someone with a personality, and a sense of self?
Is this one of those things everyone struggles with and never talks about or is it just me?
I have the characteristics of a person I think yet I just feel hollow all the time.
“Sometimes I feel like I’m not… solid. I’m hollow. There’s… nothing behind my eyes. I’m a negative of a person.”
One of my favorite quotes.